我并不是你们想象中的快乐

My parents told me to stay,

But I've no interest to stay here anymore,

I need to do something,for myself.

I know it's cruel,but who'll really understand me?

They know what I want?

They know what I need?

I need a true-hearted friend...

I need a calm and peaceful life...

I need to become what I wanted to become since the 1st day I dreamed...

Guys,saying is easy,but would u guys actually do it??

I'm feeling a little depress of u guys...

Maybe is just my ego and selfishness made me doing things out of my mind.

Now I learned,I learned to give and take.

Don't pour all the water into the glass as u never know the glass can endure the pressure and volume.

Do it step by step,slowly...

Then,u'll get what u want...

God,forgive me as I'm the sinner,

I pray for myself,to lead me to the correct path.

Pray for everyone,to give what they wanted.

Pray for this world,as I've been having nightmares for 2 days continuously about the end of the word,this ain't a good sign.