我并不是你们想象中的快乐

My parents told me to stay,

But I've no interest to stay here anymore,

I need to do something,for myself.

I know it's cruel,but who'll really understand me?

They know what I want?

They know what I need?

I need a true-hearted friend...

I need a calm and peaceful life...

I need to become what I wanted to become since the 1st day I dreamed...

Guys,saying is easy,but would u guys actually do it??

I'm feeling a little depress of u guys...

Maybe is just my ego and selfishness made me doing things out of my mind.

Now I learned,I learned to give and take.

Don't pour all the water into the glass as u never know the glass can endure the pressure and volume.

Do it step by step,slowly...

Then,u'll get what u want...

God,forgive me as I'm the sinner,

I pray for myself,to lead me to the correct path.

Pray for everyone,to give what they wanted.

Pray for this world,as I've been having nightmares for 2 days continuously about the end of the word,this ain't a good sign.

...

1st :
Owned the power yet still don't know how to use it
Owned the talent yet still don't know how to exert it
Owned the chances yet still don't know how to grab it
I'm back to my very first dream again
The dream that I dreamed everyday before begin my life far away from my home


2nd:
Here u come...

Fiction

Life 


Fiction


Addicted       

As I know

心情1号：
就如我想像中的，
申请被驳回了，
没有中到，
竟然有点开心，
但是又要准备下心情，
被三姑六婆念下，
死都要念下，才甘愿。


心情2号：
不知道开口的第一句话是什么，
你永远都有借口在忙。


心情3号：
突然有感而发，想要做写作家，不知道为什么，
可能天天都在做梦吧。


心情4号：
说话又怎样?我习惯了安静，
又不是说话，就可以永远都不孤独。