久违了，我的部落格.

有感而发第一篇：
发现我们一直却步，停顿在我们的梦想里面。
那些历经了风雪的大人们，我尊敬你们，有听你们的话。
我没有当耳边风，我是记得的。
但是哦，也请你们体谅一下我们的感受，
不是我们懵懂，是我们没有经历过，哪里明白你们所说的：辛苦
是啦，这两个字谁不懂？？只是个人辛苦的定义不同。
让我们自己去经历下咯，让我们明白你们的辛苦。
不要泼我们冷水了，要我们自己再去寻找梦想很烦的，
我们的未来不是你们三言两语就可以粉碎的。
OK?? 我还是爱你们的，没有讨厌。。谢谢你们啊

有感而发第二篇：
没有钱啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！
为什么其他人可以含着金汤匙出生，而我们最多不是含着塑料汤匙？？ :(
为什么其他人可以每天穿不同的衣服鞋子，而我们却要等到一年一次的新年才有梦寐以求的鞋和衣服？？:O
为什么有钱的不需要努力念书，而我们却每晚通宵熬夜煮粥吃番薯地念书才有那一张A4 size的纸？？ D:
我不知道。。。很烦，虽然每天安慰自己说：我们比其他人更幸福了；但是心中还是会酸酸的。

唉，神啊，这些都交在您的手中打理吧，我这个小小陶土人，是无法了解您的高深想法的。。。

Don't take yourself too important,they think u don't.
Don't put your heart in doing everything,they think u don't.
Don't talk like u know everything,they think u don't.
Don't accept every task given,they think u couldn't make it.


This is so negative and self-destructive.
This is what I am,how I've created.

Hold on

Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. 
Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. 
Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. 
Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand. 

Even a small unmeaning post still aching my heart...
U're just like cancer,don't u??
Spreading fast...Aching...Suffering...


The things that I never wanted to think happened...
Doesn't mean that I don't want to think or I'm afraid to face the fact
It's because it hurts,and I don't know how to say my feelings
It's awkward and painful.




=LLa LLa's blah blah=

Almost can't control my tears from falling when I heard: Yes 

Is it a good sign from God??

I don't know,

The only thing I knew is

I must fight very hard for it

I don't have other way to go

Bless me God

God wants u to know....

All too often loud events and daily busyness cloud your vision of God. Take some time to slow down; let there be silence, let there be peace. Calm your mind and let your inner voice re-emerge from the silence. Allow yourself to see visions, allow yourself to dream dreams; and you may hear the voice of God reaching out to you. 

我并不是你们想象中的快乐

My parents told me to stay,

But I've no interest to stay here anymore,

I need to do something,for myself.

I know it's cruel,but who'll really understand me?

They know what I want?

They know what I need?

I need a true-hearted friend...

I need a calm and peaceful life...

I need to become what I wanted to become since the 1st day I dreamed...

Guys,saying is easy,but would u guys actually do it??

I'm feeling a little depress of u guys...

Maybe is just my ego and selfishness made me doing things out of my mind.

Now I learned,I learned to give and take.

Don't pour all the water into the glass as u never know the glass can endure the pressure and volume.

Do it step by step,slowly...

Then,u'll get what u want...

God,forgive me as I'm the sinner,

I pray for myself,to lead me to the correct path.

Pray for everyone,to give what they wanted.

Pray for this world,as I've been having nightmares for 2 days continuously about the end of the word,this ain't a good sign.